alaaaa....
semua tak dapat
basketball tak dapat
boling tak dapat
bola baling tak dapat
markah koko aku mesti rendah
paling sedih boling tak dapat =-=
tak pe
masa universiti aku mesti nak dapat boling !

6/2/14 worst day of my life :)

taken from My Diary :

- today I got scolded by Madam Lim
it was a misunderstanding but I got a heck of a scolding
well she thought i was playing truant...
while I am snapping pictures to make 2 videos of the form 4 intake 1 for them to enjoy what the activities they had done...
and there I got scolded badly
accused badly
didn't know what to said...
She told me to went in my class
but actually that period the teacher was not there
I only wanted to make my life easier....
I can't be spending my midnight oil on catching their pictures....
I have homework to do
and at the same time I had the opportunity to take some good shots of the event they were making
and I get scolded... hahaha San fantrastic
People always think that : Oh it's super easy for this guy
taking photographs walking around the school, playing truant
but do you think I wanna play truant all day long
I have my SPM coming within 280 days
You think taking pictures is easy?
I had a hard time trying to get in and catching good pictures with nice lightings and just to get people's insults saying that oh you are lucky cuz you don't need to do this and that
How am I ever happy hearing those words?
And then I didn't get into the basketball team, the chess team, nor my gracious bowling team,,,,
I left my bowling ball at home and now I couldn't do anything
the decision is made.....
I can't go argue with it
But I really want to go for the competitions.....
How can my day gets even worst <.<

Conclusion : I AM NOT HAPPY

I never ever been wanting to get a post in school.... cuz of parents most likely
you might say that i am rich or whatsoever
but i'm not
how can i be rich when my uniform was used for 5 years XD (most likely cuz i grew slow)
but i don't wanna change school uniform
a single uniform cost about 80-90 myr
3 sets would be nearly rm200
its better i keep that money for my future use
but i am so afraid of my kokurikulum marks.... as if i am scared not getting a scholarship....
oh dear god... please help me
my life isn't so perfect
it never was.... but if there is something that i can do
I will give everything i've got for my parents....
I just want them to be happy
holding a certificate of my greatest achievement in my life
getting a scholarship and going to a college
but i can't cope on... with my current studies...
I don't wanna be a failure.... but i am starting to be one
I don't know what to do

 gonna make a video soon :P

omg.... i wanna update the blog but my camera is being used for school purpose....
cannot upload pictures from holidays and school :((((((((
sunday laaa hahahaha
p.s. this is a short post

sorry for not updating guys....
gosh so busy... holidays also like hellidays
but most worst is my exam results..... real bad bad exam results
last time i am always top 20 ppl
now i am 166 <.< what the hell happened TTvTT
i missed my friends and all of my daily activities in my daily life
but i take this as a challenge from the gods.....
speaking of gods....
i have more interest to find out about greek gods
and now apparently they were also romans god
great hell of troy :)
hi hakimi... if u see this i will be back on 26 i guess erm fridays
but going back on 28 sunday... wanna make appointment???? chewah XD
kk gtg busy man now (kidding)

here again i see them leaving me
its hard to see them going away leaving me behind
but i choose this life
and i will go on
i wouldn't give up on this life
till i step on top
anyways
my mum came to see me today :) happy but sad she is leaving me :(
i wanna see my friends soon XD

 hehe kak kat sunway pyramid megalanes :)

 Abang shegal that make my bowling ball :)

 me in the bowling shop

 wah ! he is at behind me XD

 sunway pyramid from pjs 10 bus stop

u are now leaving shah alam

bowling shop

 fireworks at my kampong

I met my Mother yesterday... with my family all came by here
and felt likeeee my leg is quite weak and wanna fall down
i also felt tears coming out of my eyes :(
when they left me i was a little tired but i am unwillingly seeing them leaving me
i will be home by this friday
by ktm from seremban all the way to setia jaya
hope i won't have any bad things happening to me :)

So far so good
i have outing (oh yeah!)
gonna buy maggi even if it is not allowed in the school...
oh dear,
i wish i brought some of my friends telephone number......
missing them....
i hope i have enough time to enjoy when chinese new year :)